Made it to lunch with my parents. I enjoyed it and it was nice to have some human company. I wasn't upset although I did think of him while wondering around the pub grounds and laughing at the funny chickens and ducks that live there. We used to laugh together. I thought..fuck you your loss.
I thought I was clever this afternoon and painted over the grubby patches on the wall in my hall way and up the stairs. Now its dried a totally different colour and looks even worse than before.
Back to normality tomorrow and a 4.30 alarm.
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