Today I have convinced myself that i miss him. I have cried because I miss him. I have cried because I'm alone and because I'm really anxious about my future.
I was going to phone him. For a chat. You know, like friends do. Like he probably tried to do with me a few months ago. But he's not my friend. He's the cause of all my pain and my anxiety. This also caused me to cry.
I'm feeling in a real slump. I'm sure I'll be ok in a few days and it's dowm to the fact that no fucker wants to view my house let alone buy it. Someone from work had their parents house sell in 2 days this week. It's depressing. Upsetting.
Please just let something go my way.
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