Thursday, 13 July 2017

Day 365

One whole year.

I can't believe so much time has passed. My memory is not so good these days, old age, but I can remember certain parts of that day as if it were yesterday.

How do I feel today? I wouldn't exactly say fantastic, it's not in my nature to be so positive, but I am not far off. In comparison to 12 months ago anyway. I mentioned to a friend that I was doing good today but would probably cry if I re-read my first post later on. "So don't read it" she said. I don't know why I thought I would. Should. It would be self torture or punishment. I don't want to dwell on it. 12 months ago I considered suicide being an option. Who is that person? Not anybody I recognise.

So I've got all the entries in my diary to look back on if I ever need reassurance that I'm doing ok.

For now I'm going to try and look forward.

Thank you everybody for getting me through the last year in one piece.

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