I've had a great afternoon.
I've been out to lunch with my parents and visiting sister and niece. We met at the lovely pub I used to go for special occasions with the unfaithful one. I felt nothing. I was a little anxious before hand, in case I had a reaction, but I didn't.
The pub has a lovely garden with a lake and ducks and chickens and peacocks. We used to have many laughs at the funny feathered creatures before. It didn't bother me at all today.
I feel so happy. I put make up on, did my hair. Felt like a human being for a change.
Watching my baby niece across the table I did give him a thought....You idiot. You would have loved her.
It's his loss and although it does still hurt and I get upset sometimes I am most definitely coming out the other side.
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