I did text him back last night.
I told him he could've fixed things. He said he couldn't and that I know he couldn't. I replied that that was bollocks, I'd waited for him for months but he is a coward. He finds it easier to run than to make any effort.
No reply. No surprise.
I spent alot of the evening overthinking. Fingers twitching over my phone. But I restrained myself, I'd already said too much. I feel a little annoyed with myself. While he was here I was strong, I had the upper hand. But when he'd left I relapsed into the pathetic needy twat that wants to text.
I'm ok today apart from a banging headache. I think the stress from yesterday has caught up with me.
Back to concentrating on me and my future.
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