Easter weekend. 4 days off work!
Time to spend with my partner...ahh right, no.
Time to go out with my friends....errr.
Time to go for pub lunches and afternoon drinks in the sun...ummm.
4 days of being alone with my dogs and my tv while people all around me are doing these things. My life is just passing me by.
I'm becoming a hermit. I go to the stables, I walk the dogs, go to the supermarket and go to work. That's it. I don't do anything or go anywhere else. My mum text today to ask if I wanted to meet for lunch at the pub that was our favourite place to go. I don't want to. That means having to put going out clothes on. I would have to brush my hair. I would have to leave the house. I'm on a slippery slope, isolating myself too much.
I can't help it. I feel safe at home. It's upsetting me typing this.
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